Something that has been playing on my mind a lot is March/April just gone. I was not long out of a very emotional relationship and i jumped straight into it with a guy I had quite a it of history with. He had promised me the sun and the stars before, and now he was throwing the moon in too. I’m going to call him John. John was cute and really funny. But a player. And deep down i knew that, but i needed to rebound so i fell straight back into what I thought was love with “John”. At the end of the two months we spent together I slept with him and it was over. He wanted no more to do with me. I guess i always knew this deep down but it made me think, why do women/girls always go for the “Johns” In their life’s. A lot of the time there is a nice guy holding on for them, like John’s friend, “Greg” he was a good friend of mine too and helped me through a lot, we kissed when i was seeing John though and i cut off contact. Only now am I realizing he was the one who ACTUALLY cared for me. Is it all girls who do this? Or am I the only one stupid enough not to realize what is standing in front of me?
I will still be posting pictures but i’m slightly changing this blog. I have decided im going to write a lot more. I love writing and i have stuff i do want to write about so where better to do this then tumblr.
YOU MAKE ME WAIT THIS LONG TO GET MY EMAIL, AND THEN THE SITE IS DOWN!! WHAT THE HELL IS GONNA HAPPEN IN A FEW FRICKIN DAYS WHEN EVERYONE ELSE WANTS TO REGISTER! EARLY ACCESS MY ASS.
I AM SO DISAPPOINTED *TEAR*
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